kristy suee.

i wish we weren’t having these doubts. i wish this wasn’t happening. but if we both feel like we’re losing each other, how do you fix it..

I wonder how many people got kicked out last night because you can’t surf at the pony.

Two years ago today, on January 26th 2011, i tried killing myself. twice. i went through such bad depression, i never wanted to get out of bed. i couldn’t sleep by myself because i could trust myself.

Well, I’m not here to talk about that. I’m finally here to talk about me. and for once, I’m glad. I’m happy i’m still here.

In the past two years,
I no longer am depressed.
I’m happy.
I’m off all the depression medicine i used to take.
I go to vocational school to get closer to my dreams.
I graduate this year, and i can’t wait for college.
I’m engaged to a guy who makes me feel like a princess.
So honestly, to those who don’t like me because of my past. I don’t hate myself, I’m starting to love myself. i love my life.

what’s left to catch but the fear of letting go?

when there’s a song you really like but it reminds you of somebody you don’t want to remember. do you stop listening to the song or deal with it?

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try, try, try

I know it hurts but keep trying.
And with your luck this won’t be over quick.
Out of the blue it strikes you.
What’s left to catch but the fear of letting go?

Addicted to the love I found
Heavy heart, now a weightless cloud
Making time for the ones that count
I’ll spend the rest of my time
Laughing hard with the windows down
Leaving footprints all over town
Keeping faith, karma comes around
I will spent the rest of my life

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know, this is my life, I won’t be told what’s supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain’t got time for that
Catch my breath, won’t let them get me down, it’s all so simple now

Age? 18

Sex? Female

Current Location? House

Hair Color? Brown, naturally blonde

Eye Color? Green

Do you Smoke? No

Do you do Drugs? No

Do you Drink? Sometimes

Fave Place to Eat? Chegg, Makoto, or any place that sells sushi

Favorite Color? Blue and Orange

Nationality? Mainly French

Number of Tattoos? Two

Number of Piercings? Eleven

What would you like to get pierced?
My back dimples

Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend? Only to get him back.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Yup

Have you ever kissed a Girl? Yeah

Who was the last person that kissed you? I think my dad

Are you in a relationship? Yes

Have you ever broken any bones? Yup

Whats your favorite alcohlic drink? Cheesecake. Coconut rum, pineapple juice and cranberry juice

Pets? My kitty, Sophie

Number of Siblings? One sister

Number Children? None

Do you believe in love at first sight? Not really.

How many more tattoos do you want? My whole body

Do you shower daily? No

Right or Left Handed? Right

Number of Past Regrets? None

Favorite Movie? I have a few

Favorite Band & Singer? My Sophie of course

Favorite Number? 13

Favorite Food? probably pizza and sushi

Favorite Clothing Store? wherever i find something cute

Fears? Dark

Height? 5’5”

Weight? That’s not something you need to know.

Star sign? Libra

Favorite Holiday & Season?
Halloween and Fall

What is your Dream? To have my own photography business

pretzels are my weakness..

national survivors of suicide day! :D

we beat the juniors tonight. again. best them when they were freshman too. they really did bring it tonight, but just because you’re good gave me a reason to hate you more. you may be good, but you aren’t the best.
Class Of 2013! UNDEFEATED!

Somewhere between happy, and total fucking wreck
Feet sometimes on solid ground, sometimes at the edge
To spend your waking moments, simply killing time
Is to give up on your hopes and dreams, to give up on your…

Life for you, has been less than kind
So take a number, stand in line
We’ve all been sorry, we’ve all been hurt
But how we survive, is what makes us who we are